finally xmas song sign over! not that its so dreadful that i look forward to end of it. in fact i love it! just that its really making me super busy and not to mention how much sleep i've forfeited as a result for the past 2 weeks. i was so tired i woke up late for eid meeting today, almost board the wrong train bk home, overslept to pasir ris, and almost walk to the wrong direction escalators for n times. dots. and i was bk home for a nap, and overslept. late for tuition again. ha.

yes so now a bit more time.. though i have to come up with the v chim design for eid but at least i only use my brain and can do it in the comfort of my house where i can always take a nap when i cant take it anymore. ahha. looking forward to tmr's farra-dinner and of course zelin's bday celeberation. haha lets see how we torture him.. muahahaha!

suddenly realise 2009 is coming to an end. an eventful yr i wouldsay. haha i've seen a lot of ppl this yr in uni, in part time job, in cca etc. all kinds. good bad nice not nice. some ppl are only meant to be classmates/colleagues, others are only meant to be friends and not working partners. and maybe becos of the turning-21-soon syndrome, i've kind of become highly imagnative about the affairs of heart. haha thinking too much most of the time. its not a matter of whether i've find it. its a matter of i dont even know how to know if i've found it. lol. and that sort of led me to walking in circles and the best thing out of it is that i'm the only one walking in circles alone and when i've return to the original spot, everything stays the same. friends as friends... no awkardness. and i'm glad.

so xmas is coming and i still have quite some ppl to meet up with. after tmr's course reg, only official thing i have is eid. guess thats enough to keep me busy but not so much as to deprive me of rest and fun :D yep holidays are meant to be enjoyable. i've enjoyed it so far in the busy way.. now i want to spend the rest of it in the relaxing manner. haha

i saw u today.
realised i miss u a lot.
but purely as friends.
and i'm glad.

omg i've been so so busy. finally bk home for a night... and some me-time b4 my hair dry and i drop dead on bed.

after exams have been crazily busy but v enjoyable! lets try to trace bk until the last post...

last mon was day out with the jael dong biao. went clarke quay the boring place again but love the riverside, ice-scream, htht and of course camwhoring! you all are a very special part of my friends.. in the sense, how shld i phrase it.. i guess all of us will tend to talk about different things to different grps of friends. for 3 of ya, i'll always feel v comfortable talking about the affairs of heart to u all.. even though sometimes our perspectives can be v diff but it just feels right talking abt it. haha had a wonderful night.. then met ah bing, cx, mang and mel coincidentally at the riverside too. in the end missed the last train. haha

tues was tuition in morning, then some shopping with my mum then went swimming. fianlly some exercise. feeling really unfit. i love swimming becos the moment u go underwater, u just block out the noise and block out frustrations in ur life. i feel at ease though my googles are no longer anti-fog thus irritating me and my stamina really sucks. haha

okay then from wed onwards rsphi camp until sat. stayed at sn's hall. sun morning bk to tampines to go temple with mum and dad, then afternoon bk to ntu again for senior song sign a.k.a. sss. stayed until today and met chua and tans for dinner at hanabi!

again i talked the least, listened the most. with addition that i was really tired, i think i spoke less than 10 sentences throughout the night. haha! but then as usual i have a great time listening to stories of random people whom i'm forever trying to rmb who they are cos i know i've hear the names b4. haha for you all, although i always nv talked much, and most of the time i dont know what/who you all are talking about, but just sitting there, enjoying your laughter and randomness of it all.. makes me happy. really. i've always been surprised how come i dont feel awkward going out with u all cos we are really v different. haha

okay so tmr bk to ntu again.. until thurs when i have tuition and finally meeting haiting!! omg almost 1 yr since we last met. and after that i guess i will have sss pract again. fri is the performance day alrdy and on fri morning still got proj meeting.. sian! sat sis commissioning then sun performance again.

i'm really enjoying being busy these days but also getting v exhausted physically and mentally. haha after 20th finally some rest i hope... :D

single is freedom.

my first post after exams!!! have been v busy these 2 days.. busy playing!!! haha! was out whole day on fri and sat and collapse everynight after that.. didn't know enjoying life cna be so tiring.. lol.

ok so today is stay-home sunday cos rarely my sis is home from camp. then in the end she still go out. lol. wanted to watch video but its loading freaking slow. guess its sunday plus afternoon so a lot of ppl using ba. shall wait for tonight then watch.

tmr going out with jael they all.. tues other than tuition temp free but was thinking if can ask ting out cos its her bday! haha then will be camp all the way. so busy week ahead...

sometimes i dont know what i'm doing.
there's this line i shouldn't cross.
yet... hai nvm. its so complicated.

another paper gone. yes! ONE MORE. i can't wait for 1130 on fri. i think i'll feel like crying too. haha

okay actually nth much to tok about today. i'm blogging for the sake of ms hanny neo. haha! wait la... on friday night i think i'll splash the whole page with my post exam reflections and excitment for sat.. can't wait!

meanwhile now i'm going to shower, next watch 1/2 episodes of my drama, have a good sleep cos ystd i barely sleep 5 hours today so so tired... then tmr chiong for fluids!!!!

realise my calendar is like fully packed until christmas... let's see:

4dec: end of exams. movie with kaye and martin. dinner with aero clique.
5dec: whole day 2 sessions of ktv with my cousins and farrago respectively
6/7 dec :jael dong biao outing finally! + dental on 7th
8dec: tuition! OMG so sian.. haha
9-12 dec:RSPHI camp.. when my fingers starts to sing again...
13 dec: celebration my dad's bday
14 dec: dinner @hanabi with tans and chua FINALLY! its like i nv seen them for... more than half a yr! OMG!
18-20 dec: xmas song sign performance... come support! :D
23 dec: 4h xmas party .. though i not sure if many are going..
25 dec: jiahui's flight + 28 dec: zelin's flight... guess before that we'll have a major celebration/sabotage! haha!
then... 30dec: RESULTS.. EEYEW. nvm thats too far away le...

WOW that's a long list of events. so ppl wanna date me? book fast! haha!