tonight

it's lights out in my house now. it's only 10.20pm. exception of me struggling with exam preparations. slacking too much during lectures + reports reports reports had me occupied till only a few days ago. yet still lack the motivation to study.

waistline getting horribly big. and i hit the unforgivable number on the weighing scale.gosh. plus exam stress...think i'll go europe like a pig. :(

anyway wanted to blog at this random thought i had. friends start talking about applying flats, marriages. hdb scheme is such that most ppl apply flat first, before anyone actually propose. me for one thing, ha is very against that. if i were ever to be a man, i'll be the most romantic guy ever i guess. hahaha. i'll do a full proposal when i ask her to apply flat with me. and propose again when we get the keys and start preparing for the wedding, repeating all the vows i've promised in the first proposal. and on the day of wedding itself, i'll repeat a third time all the promises i made to stress how much i'll use my life to fufil them. aww so sweet right.?? hahha i guess the best thing a guy can give a girl is security. financial security i guess no need explain. physical security meaning physically show her you care like a hug/kiss and being with her whenever she needs you. and lastly emotional security, perhaps the most impt of all. and that means letting her know, you will keep all your promises to her, those words u say during the ROM and that 3 simple words that'll use a lifetime to prove.

anyway dont anyhow think, nope i'm not getting married anytime soon! hahaah ok back to studies!