did i mention? went tanning last sat. haha so my face is no longer geisha-like. but my shoulders were burnt and apparently they are turning quite black (BLACK okay not brown) and looks quite ugly.... hai. haha other than that, i like my arms colour.

nothing really interesting about my life. looking forward to blood donation tmr but think i cant pass the haemoglobin test. haha tmr is vincent's bday and i havent buy anything!!!! gosh. and friday onwards i will be looking out for my scholarhship application results... shit i am very nervous. i need to get that. i dun have any other interview from any other scholarhship. it's my ONLY hope alrdy...

ok recommend a nice and touching song. he is not the original singer but i like his version. love it.

林宥嘉-你是我的眼

如果我能看得见
就能轻易的分辨白天黑夜
就能准确的在人群中牵住你的手

如果我能看得见
就能驾车带你到处遨游
就能惊喜的从背后给你一个拥抱

如果我能看得见
生命也许完全不同
可能我想要的我喜欢的我爱的
都不一样

眼前的黑不是黑
你说的白是什么白
人们说的天空蓝
是我记忆中那团白云背后的蓝天

我望向你的脸
却只能看见一片虚无
是不是上帝在我眼前遮住了帘
忘了掀开

你是我的眼 带我领略四季的变换
你是我的眼 带我穿越拥挤的人潮
你是我的眼 带我阅读浩瀚的书海
因为你是我的眼
让我看见 这世界就在我眼前

现在至少可以说“你们要快乐 要天长地久 你们没有错 爱是自由 走出这扇门后 至少我还有辽阔”，不要等到 “他心里每一寸 都属于另一个人 他真幸福 幸福得真残忍 ” 才 “从他们的眼神 说明了我不可能”。