just spent like 2 hours reading ppl's blogs. haha something i have never done before? haha anyways, mind is filled. i am tired but not sure if i can sleep. thinking not about 1 but a lot of things. suddenly feel like just spending the night thru wide awake... alone when the whole house is asleep. i seldom have the chance to be alone. bcos 1) i sleep early, 2) my sis sleep late. so no matter how late i stay up, she will still be awake. except for today. i love quiet lonely nights listening to my fav music. good for reflections. good for deep thinking. good to be emo. haha.

a lot of truth is unknown. its not fair to comment. maybe we are all curious. but should we persist if no one wanted us to know? just wondering... haha the curiosity cat in you? or the rational indifferent cucumber inside?

cant wait for end may to come. pining my hopes. did my best in the interviews. all i do is wait.
cant wait for hostel life to start. ask me why? i dun know. i guess a 19 yr old needs some freedom. other than care and concern.

i have got a picture in mind. how to start my uni life.
pretty.slim.tanned.enthusiastic.busy.happy.
how realistic is that? =p

bet i cant wake up tmr. refuse to sleep. but i have to. still got work. sometimes i dread going to work. but i know i am going to miss it when july comes.

just realised songs in my fav playlist are all so emo... lol.