did i mention? went tanning last sat. haha so my face is no longer geisha-like. but my shoulders were burnt and apparently they are turning quite black (BLACK okay not brown) and looks quite ugly.... hai. haha other than that, i like my arms colour.
nothing really interesting about my life. looking forward to blood donation tmr but think i cant pass the haemoglobin test. haha tmr is vincent's bday and i havent buy anything!!!! gosh. and friday onwards i will be looking out for my scholarhship application results... shit i am very nervous. i need to get that. i dun have any other interview from any other scholarhship. it's my ONLY hope alrdy...
ok recommend a nice and touching song. he is not the original singer but i like his version. love it.
林宥嘉-你是我的眼
如果我能看得见
就能轻易的分辨白天黑夜
就能准确的在人群中牵住你的手
如果我能看得见
就能驾车带你到处遨游
就能惊喜的从背后给你一个拥抱
如果我能看得见
生命也许完全不同
可能我想要的我喜欢的我爱的
都不一样
眼前的黑不是黑
你说的白是什么白
人们说的天空蓝
是我记忆中那团白云背后的蓝天
我望向你的脸
却只能看见一片虚无
是不是上帝在我眼前遮住了帘
忘了掀开
你是我的眼 带我领略四季的变换
你是我的眼 带我穿越拥挤的人潮
你是我的眼 带我阅读浩瀚的书海
因为你是我的眼
让我看见 这世界就在我眼前
现在至少可以说“你们要快乐 要天长地久 你们没有错 爱是自由 走出这扇门后 至少我还有辽阔”，不要等到 “他心里每一寸 都属于另一个人 他真幸福 幸福得真残忍 ” 才 “从他们的眼神 说明了我不可能”。
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
Friday, May 23, 2008
just spent like 2 hours reading ppl's blogs. haha something i have never done before? haha anyways, mind is filled. i am tired but not sure if i can sleep. thinking not about 1 but a lot of things. suddenly feel like just spending the night thru wide awake... alone when the whole house is asleep. i seldom have the chance to be alone. bcos 1) i sleep early, 2) my sis sleep late. so no matter how late i stay up, she will still be awake. except for today. i love quiet lonely nights listening to my fav music. good for reflections. good for deep thinking. good to be emo. haha.
a lot of truth is unknown. its not fair to comment. maybe we are all curious. but should we persist if no one wanted us to know? just wondering... haha the curiosity cat in you? or the rational indifferent cucumber inside?
cant wait for end may to come. pining my hopes. did my best in the interviews. all i do is wait.
cant wait for hostel life to start. ask me why? i dun know. i guess a 19 yr old needs some freedom. other than care and concern.
i have got a picture in mind. how to start my uni life.
pretty.slim.tanned.enthusiastic.busy.happy.
how realistic is that? =p
bet i cant wake up tmr. refuse to sleep. but i have to. still got work. sometimes i dread going to work. but i know i am going to miss it when july comes.
just realised songs in my fav playlist are all so emo... lol.
a lot of truth is unknown. its not fair to comment. maybe we are all curious. but should we persist if no one wanted us to know? just wondering... haha the curiosity cat in you? or the rational indifferent cucumber inside?
cant wait for end may to come. pining my hopes. did my best in the interviews. all i do is wait.
cant wait for hostel life to start. ask me why? i dun know. i guess a 19 yr old needs some freedom. other than care and concern.
i have got a picture in mind. how to start my uni life.
pretty.slim.tanned.enthusiastic.busy.happy.
how realistic is that? =p
bet i cant wake up tmr. refuse to sleep. but i have to. still got work. sometimes i dread going to work. but i know i am going to miss it when july comes.
just realised songs in my fav playlist are all so emo... lol.
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
refresh
new skin. i just found the animation very cute. think twice before u eat. yeah. good way to remind urself before u eat those sinful stuff and add kilos.......having a sore throat now+headache+very tired + 2 aching wisdom tooth +1 ulcer. life cant be any better. haha
Monday, May 19, 2008
again.
went hiking ystd. the new alexandra garden trail or something like that. and there are a few trails linking each other. in the end walked for 3 h from mount faber to clementi. took over 180 photos... mostly of flowers ... didnt get any nice tan as wanted but sort of exercised a bit.
when talking about children's academic achievements, i guess most parents are concerned. bluntly or subtlely. just when most of their friends' kids get scholarship and stuff and your own has not, they will be disappointed. there are varying degrees i guess. after disappointment comes upset. then privately embarrassed. not publicly bcos they do care about their children's feelings. after that is ashamed. i guess my mum lies in the 3rd. even before all the results of scholarship are out, she is almost 100% sure i wont get it, i am not as good. why? because a lot of ppl she knows got it alrdy. its diffcult to get through to her. she 's not at fault. but listening to her worries and moaning and seeing at her reaction. i just dont want to listen cos i dont know what to say. all i can do is wait. till end of may.
tired. lucky tmr no tuition. =)
when talking about children's academic achievements, i guess most parents are concerned. bluntly or subtlely. just when most of their friends' kids get scholarship and stuff and your own has not, they will be disappointed. there are varying degrees i guess. after disappointment comes upset. then privately embarrassed. not publicly bcos they do care about their children's feelings. after that is ashamed. i guess my mum lies in the 3rd. even before all the results of scholarship are out, she is almost 100% sure i wont get it, i am not as good. why? because a lot of ppl she knows got it alrdy. its diffcult to get through to her. she 's not at fault. but listening to her worries and moaning and seeing at her reaction. i just dont want to listen cos i dont know what to say. all i can do is wait. till end of may.
tired. lucky tmr no tuition. =)
Sunday, May 11, 2008
on a sunday afternoon
very long nv blog. haha . quite happening recently. lets have some updates. =)
work... still the same lo. except now i have one more tuition student. sister of my sis's friend a.k.a daughter of my mum's friend. haha every saturday night. sec4 maths. quite ok but the thought of having to teach tuition on saturday nights where ppl stay out late. haha sian. work at kpmg still got one and half more month. used to look forward to end of the contract. but now i think i will miss the job, not the work but the ppl and gossips ... haha
studies wise... offer from both nus and ntu. alrdy accepted aerospace from ntu. why so fast? haha i scared the longer i think the more indecisive i get so hurry up choose lo. scholarship... no response from ntu for nanyang scholarhsip. not even a call for interview. well, perhaps of my pw (B) or testimonial not good enough? haha dunoe la. as for the spf one... went thru all 3 rounds alrdy. just waiting for reply hopefully by end of may. thinking of it... also good that nanyang nv call me. so i wont have to make a choice between that and spf (that is if both offer me la ahaha)... but still, with spf one my only hope, it's dangerous.... haha
quite looking forward to hostel living. not the part about having to change bedsheets twice a week, do your own washing and mopping the floor, having to wake up punctually when your alarm rings or having unnutritious, MSG-ful and expensive food for all 3 meals. but the fact about flexibility and freedom. of course that needs to come with self-discipline. i dont know how it will turn out but haha just very excited about it.
friday was mafia night. kpmg spring break party. at st james powerhouse. haha first clubbing experience. food was horrible, the games were lousy, the host (glenn ong) was okay and the drinks were free. haha drank vodka with lime and another glass with orange. didnt exactly like the music (too loud) nor the drinks. but i still had a fantastic night, just cam-whoring away, laughing at ppl who are drunk, dancing (or rather, just shaking stupidly) in the crowd not bothered about how u look. after that i was very tired with a slight headache. frequent clubbing not for me, but like this once in a blue moon with your friends, quite fun yeah. =)
ystd went to NTU MAE talk at orchard, met with thong but he was with his friends too. guys to gals ratio= 7: 3. thats including mums and waitress at the hotel. haha going to be a male dominated environment. dunoe good or bad. good chance of getting attached, says thong. haha he got offered the CN Yang scholarship (but he doesn't want) and the LTA one... oh well, seems like the majority are getting scholarships. at least among my friends, 8 of them alrdy. haha i am not jealous. just envious. hope i will be the 9th one. =)
today's mother's day. going out to eat later at dunoe where. hope tm's not too crowded and that we can get a place in any one of the restuarants. the impeding thought of tmr's monday = tuition day...... SIAN!!!!!! haha better sleep early tonight.
work... still the same lo. except now i have one more tuition student. sister of my sis's friend a.k.a daughter of my mum's friend. haha every saturday night. sec4 maths. quite ok but the thought of having to teach tuition on saturday nights where ppl stay out late. haha sian. work at kpmg still got one and half more month. used to look forward to end of the contract. but now i think i will miss the job, not the work but the ppl and gossips ... haha
studies wise... offer from both nus and ntu. alrdy accepted aerospace from ntu. why so fast? haha i scared the longer i think the more indecisive i get so hurry up choose lo. scholarship... no response from ntu for nanyang scholarhsip. not even a call for interview. well, perhaps of my pw (B) or testimonial not good enough? haha dunoe la. as for the spf one... went thru all 3 rounds alrdy. just waiting for reply hopefully by end of may. thinking of it... also good that nanyang nv call me. so i wont have to make a choice between that and spf (that is if both offer me la ahaha)... but still, with spf one my only hope, it's dangerous.... haha
quite looking forward to hostel living. not the part about having to change bedsheets twice a week, do your own washing and mopping the floor, having to wake up punctually when your alarm rings or having unnutritious, MSG-ful and expensive food for all 3 meals. but the fact about flexibility and freedom. of course that needs to come with self-discipline. i dont know how it will turn out but haha just very excited about it.
friday was mafia night. kpmg spring break party. at st james powerhouse. haha first clubbing experience. food was horrible, the games were lousy, the host (glenn ong) was okay and the drinks were free. haha drank vodka with lime and another glass with orange. didnt exactly like the music (too loud) nor the drinks. but i still had a fantastic night, just cam-whoring away, laughing at ppl who are drunk, dancing (or rather, just shaking stupidly) in the crowd not bothered about how u look. after that i was very tired with a slight headache. frequent clubbing not for me, but like this once in a blue moon with your friends, quite fun yeah. =)
ystd went to NTU MAE talk at orchard, met with thong but he was with his friends too. guys to gals ratio= 7: 3. thats including mums and waitress at the hotel. haha going to be a male dominated environment. dunoe good or bad. good chance of getting attached, says thong. haha he got offered the CN Yang scholarship (but he doesn't want) and the LTA one... oh well, seems like the majority are getting scholarships. at least among my friends, 8 of them alrdy. haha i am not jealous. just envious. hope i will be the 9th one. =)
today's mother's day. going out to eat later at dunoe where. hope tm's not too crowded and that we can get a place in any one of the restuarants. the impeding thought of tmr's monday = tuition day...... SIAN!!!!!! haha better sleep early tonight.
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