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As i mentioned to some ppl before, no blog post = happy me. This is my 2nd post in hours.

so here i am, 1h from wed, and i'll face 3 papers, one 20% untouched before, one 40%(cos i s/u), one 50%. Untouched i dun mean nv revise yet. I mean i nv see the notes before. Really. It's amazing how i am flipping thru the notes despeartely now, with 14h away from paper n not know a single thing. Skipped lect? Even if i was in lect, i was either stoning or sleeping. Haha great student i am.

I'm consoling myself with the wrong reasons.. That i will still manage a 2nd upper when i grad even if my cgpa were to fall thru that 4.0 mark this sem. Provided i manage decently in yr 4. Decent i mean really decent, ard 4.2... So, this makes me less worried abt my unpreparee-ness, but just proves how an escapist i am.

I hate the academic side of me. Since start of 2009. I was once the model student in class /school. Was once.

Hai. Okay time to sleep. Body not cooperative somemore, either a random running nose, headache or now, severe bodyache. Rarrrh. Goodnight world. 3 more days before i can be sligtly happier again :)