emo

i'm seldom emo this sem. just either happy or unhappy, happy most of the times. unhappy is different from emo. just different. right now i'm emo, with the exams. every sem i tell myself to work harder, every sem i end up having to find reason why i did worse than the previous one. and when i reached the record breaking low last sem, i thought nothing could go worse. oh well i'm wrong. i really am more hardworking than last sem alrdy. but either the subjects got harder, the teachers got lousier or just everything gets more wrong. :(

may uni life be over soon. 1.5 more years. love my friend's status "i am not the student i once was."