woke up relatively early today considering its a saturday. normally if i dont have tuition in the morning i dont leave my bed before 1pm. haha. still comtemplating whether to go cca today. last lesson of eng course so there's nth much to help out except sharing the joy of one more good deed done. but i got math to study... but then i know i will most prob slack my way thru the day anyway. hais.
one of the rare days my sis at home but then as usual my mum is screaming at her. cos when she's not on a date, she'll just slack at home on the com, not even showering or packing her stuff. hai.
there are a lot of problems waiting for me .. either to face it or to settle it. i'm really not sure how much i can handle them but i know i have to start now. i'm avoiding to acknowledge these problems now not just becos i'm a procastinator but i'm afraid.. of the ugly truth, of the consequences. i dont really believe in god, but now perhaps i need a helping hand from above.
okay that sounds so grave. haha but dun ask me what problems these are becos if i can tell u all, i would have.
alrights time for a shower. then.. cca?math? slack/stone again? haha i hope my mind is clear enough to make the right choice :)
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