WHERE IS MY HOLIDAY!?!

haha ok ignore me i'm just whining.. its past midnight meaning its xmas eve! and what am i doing? EID!!!!!!! RAH! and i hate victorinox. haha it was still melodies, santa, christmas, sleighbells, snowman.. now its screwdriver, blade, scissors, saw, can/bottle opener... hai. why do we have to do eid for 1 whole yr instead of just one holiday.. or why does EID exist in the first place!?!?!?!?! today i had to cancel my xmas party becos tmr got eid sub-meeting and i havent had time to do my research.:(:(

i want to watch movies... avatar planet51 for those in cinemas now.. music&lyrics for the past movies.. and my hk serial!!! yet i think it will be schl reopen soon b4 i get to do all this. haha

i must believe i understand the nuts and bolts and screws.
i must believe i can design, within a few days, sth that ppl probably are paid extravengous salaries to come up with in top companies.
i must believe i am an engineer.

sometimes blogs become so public that there are certain things i cant say here. hai. and i've learnt that certain things in life u have to accept, certain ppl u meet u have to tolerate. becos there are many reasons relations considerations involved. esp when it's ur friends' friends then u dun want the one being sandwich to feel awkward. haha at least thats what i think becos in the past i used to be the one sandwiched. i know how it feels. lol

okay enough whining.. shall get bk to work while waiting for my sis to come bk. yes its almost 2am and she's not home.. not that its v uncommon. lol.