finally xmas song sign over! not that its so dreadful that i look forward to end of it. in fact i love it! just that its really making me super busy and not to mention how much sleep i've forfeited as a result for the past 2 weeks. i was so tired i woke up late for eid meeting today, almost board the wrong train bk home, overslept to pasir ris, and almost walk to the wrong direction escalators for n times. dots. and i was bk home for a nap, and overslept. late for tuition again. ha.

yes so now a bit more time.. though i have to come up with the v chim design for eid but at least i only use my brain and can do it in the comfort of my house where i can always take a nap when i cant take it anymore. ahha. looking forward to tmr's farra-dinner and of course zelin's bday celeberation. haha lets see how we torture him.. muahahaha!

suddenly realise 2009 is coming to an end. an eventful yr i wouldsay. haha i've seen a lot of ppl this yr in uni, in part time job, in cca etc. all kinds. good bad nice not nice. some ppl are only meant to be classmates/colleagues, others are only meant to be friends and not working partners. and maybe becos of the turning-21-soon syndrome, i've kind of become highly imagnative about the affairs of heart. haha thinking too much most of the time. its not a matter of whether i've find it. its a matter of i dont even know how to know if i've found it. lol. and that sort of led me to walking in circles and the best thing out of it is that i'm the only one walking in circles alone and when i've return to the original spot, everything stays the same. friends as friends... no awkardness. and i'm glad.

so xmas is coming and i still have quite some ppl to meet up with. after tmr's course reg, only official thing i have is eid. guess thats enough to keep me busy but not so much as to deprive me of rest and fun :D yep holidays are meant to be enjoyable. i've enjoyed it so far in the busy way.. now i want to spend the rest of it in the relaxing manner. haha

i saw u today.
realised i miss u a lot.
but purely as friends.
and i'm glad.