for every decision u make, u have to bear the consequences.
for every promise u make, u have to be sure to deliver it.

i guess thats what i live by. but sometimes i guess being too responsible is a burden. and in the end i'll choose to blame no one but myself, for being stupid enough to take up that responsibility in the first place. no, not about that eid outline. its about everything i do. and i can get so irritated with myself for being myself. haha ironic huh. like i reached home at 1130pm today and now is 130am. 2 hours i've done: order the printing of banners for astro, did up my tech com slides, draft up my idea for that eid $6 assignment, check contacts of a guy in SAO that i must find tmr. yup thats all. nothing about tuts or my circuits test. i mean, i very voluntarily and naturally will settle everything else first, then go to my own books and stuff. n i hate that. yet i cant focus on studying when there some cca or project things hanging there not done. ok nvm i'm just harping on that same point that i do not like what i am doing and i cant help it. full stop.

jas was saying i looked pissed today. haha maybe cos i too quiet. yes i am pissed, but certainly not with anyone, but with myself. haha i need better time management skills. and now when i am just about to start a bit on my circuits revision, the cough and flu med is taking effect. zzzzzzzzz....