just finished the theory part of lab report. thats the shared part. my own part's calculations and findings not done yet. shit.hate it when i'm the only gal there. and hate myself for blurting out that i took thermo b4. hate myself even more for the lack of courage to protest when the bulk of the report is thrown at me to do. 2 cn yang scholars in the grp whats the use.

week 4 only and i feel really screwed up. academically bcos i am nv in pace with the lectures. always 1 week behind and there is never a tutorial i fully complete b4 the tcher goes thru. physically also becos there's this constant giddyness and throbbing headache that is killing me these few days. ystd so bad that i decided to stay home. regret though cos there goes my 1 chapter of french.

today specially chose not to wear tshirt but hey he was not there. lol. feel so stupid. haha. oh and teresa wished me happy belatedteacher's day. brighten up my long day. :)

tmr shall go school earlier do some reading on tech comm. haha countdown: less than 5 hours to waking up aagin. good night!