whats wrong with blogger. i'm posting using a very distorted page. lol nvm. ok rather... pissed? emo? haha i dunoe how to describe la. a lot of things running thru.

one of my family friend got involved in a car accident. she was pregnant. her friend was too tired while driving and crashed into dunoe railing or tree. luckily her baby was successfully delivered by Cesarian. but for her, had to use her thigh muscle to 'patch' up her head... the front is quite badly damaged.. safe for now .. thankfully.

i am sure the friend nv meant it. and must be feeling damn guilty right now. but sometimes i think a lot of ppl tend to overestimate themselves and nv really weigh the consequences. i mean almost everyone including u and me. which of u is not guilty of not putting the seat belt on in car even though even a lower sec science student know very well how important it can be when there is an accident. whats more i'm in engineering and yes i do not put on seat belt unless i'm sitting in front.

and we like to complain our parents and teachers are paranoid paranoid. dont do this dont do that. i think sometimes it is the egoism in us. we want to prove that they are wrong they are overly gan jiong. and peer pressure also makes us wanting to prove we are as capable as any of ur peers can be. there is a differnece b/w challenging ur limits and knowing ur limits. and i think most young ppl including me do not really know the difference.

so for my friend's case, maybe the driver wanted to be really nice and send her home. feeling real tired but do not want to sound like giving excuses. so challenged the limits of fatigue. thats what happen. and i guess thats what happen to ruihua too. she was sick but did not want to miss the nafa test and re-doing it another day. unfortunate things then happen.

there are always a lot of flaws in people becos we are human beings. and i learn as i grow and experience. i feel fortunate bcos i have seen unfortuante things happening to ppl. i learn the most important lessons out of the worst things that can happen. how ironic.

was so pissed i wrote sth here but decided to remove. in case the person reads this though i nv mention names but he will jolly well know i am talking about him. lol. ya but its just about treasuring what u have

ok enough of this weird post that sounds so much like a GP essay. haha.

thot for the day: live each day like its ur last. and treasure all that u have, be it just a piece of bread or an ipod touch. we can have different standards of living, different financial / social bkgrd, but we all should really hold the same attitude: to cherish.