9 days from now i will be free. 2 more papers. i swear i'll nv take 5 cores at a go anymore. just want it to be over. dun want to think about the gpa. i am not expecting too high cos i know how unprepared i am for like everything except maybe math. but i'm not expecting too low cos if after moderation better than i expected then ppl will aiya u say difficult then got so high. expectations is drowning me. expectations from myself and others. its easy to tease ppl .but sometimes u really dun know how much stress that few words add on to the person. i was so close to giving up on sat night. magnetism and electricity wasn't going in at all. i thought i'll breakdown. never ever was i so tense with exams. i thought my blodd vessel will burst in an instant. but yeah i survived that night. so i'll survive.

i promise i'll not do what i did this sem.never again.

sleeping on a rock-hard bed in a stuffy room on a hot humid day. nv would i long for it so much than now.

back to aero mat.