got thru another horrible night just b4 aero mat paper. worse than the previous one. maybe only u knew what happened. or maybe not everything. but anyway, now back at home. place of warmth, home-cooked food. distractions like tv internet... but can bee seen as forms of destressing. i certainly need that. so guess i am psychologically more at ease here at home. and i am really thankful for these few days where i can prepared for thermo. althought not that its really enough for one whole sem of work.

tmr my cca ppl going for free used books sale at nat lib, then ktv then dinner. how i wish i could join them. haha but i guess i had enough lessons to tell me i should stay at home and mug :D

watched a documentary on a woman who sells famous fishballs in hk. at the busiest point in her life, she worked 20 hours a day to manually make and sell those fishballs, leaving with only 4 hours at home to take care of her 4 kids, give them tuition, do household chores while her husband is happily drunk everyday. she braved thru and grew to be the strong person now. i've got tons to learn from her.