in the midst

just finish 2 papers. no feeling. maths was disastrous but learnt to believe in power of moderation. biz fin today was great. as in, i'm confident i can S it. haha

saw shihui today. haha pleasant surprise. okay i need some rsphi life back. like seriously. they are one of few who really makes me happy at these times :) miss the nonsensical stuff we do, crazy bday celebratns, k boxing, gossip and studying tgt.... farra babies come home hurry come home! i need my life bk.

sometimes feel like toking to M about it. but i guess 2 ppl with that same symptoms shouldn't bcos we may end up even worse. lol. and there's this huge barrier (of pride and of other reasons) barring me from telling anyone else about it. need some strength in here.

4 more papers. dont wish to think about if i can do well, will i finish studying in time, how much i've left to mug etc. good luck, everyone.