denial

haha sometimes when i dont know what to do or when one side of my brain is fighting with another.. i will just live in denial. sounds v depressing but i think its a good way. in another words, it's just BOCHAP but it makes me happier so why not? like recently i've been appearing offline (again) on msn cos i just dont feel like talking to some ppl,or dont want to talk about certain topics, or just afraid i cant continue a conversation and make things awkward. then like now, i'm staring at my pile of UNDONE tutorials.. or should i say its even UNTOUCHED at all.. didnt do anything durnig recess.. but i choose to continue believing its ok and i still have weeks b4 quiz/exams.. lol.

i think its's not healthy but not fatal also la. so just let me be me? haha!

anyway went for amore women's day out tri power challenge ystd. 3h of cardio latino, aerobics and kickboxing. omg i was alrdy semi paralysed and today went for amazing trail. now my feet feels literally jelly and burning. but its was fun.. both events... even though i may be totally paralysed by tmr morning. haha! i shall go and make myself a walking salonpas now. :)

looking at my notes for presentation tmr before turning in. i will be late tmr i know cos its so late now. haha recess is over face it! back to days of lectures (=sleeping) and tutorials (=copying) and catching up (=trying but only end up stoning) :D

thinking of u... but it's no longer the same :)