choices

just spent one hour plus listening attentively to aerody online lect cos got quiz. attempted it. failed. lol. so ironic. it's one of the rare times i seriously pay attention to what was taught but results just dun reflect it. oh wells. for a while i though i had hope. haha it's like i was drowning in water and when one of the few times i manage to gasp some air, some huge waves just thundered over me.

that day yewei just asked if i would buy a semi-pro or DSLR for exchange. my answer was direct and w/o hesitance: "no la! i alrdy got a camera. where got so much money?" haha now thinking back, i'll be v willing to trade my ipod touch for one. but practically i wont la.. cos thats my bday present from my family afterall :)

today's another day of slacking at home... woke up late, finish code blue last episode, skip running cos it was raining but did housework and ate healthily... then suddenly got the motivation to do some work. went thru the online lect but then failed the quiz. all of a sudden, the math notes that were happily waiting for me knew i wasn't going to look thru them.. again. haha test on monday.. other than knowing its on fourier and laplace.. i know nth more.. and i dont feel the need to study. v scary.

maybe karma from neglecting my studies.. past few weeks having weird symptoms like skin itch all over my legs, sprained my arm, outbreak on my face.. then now stomachache. haha my doc must be missing me and i think she will get to see me soon. lol

alrights shall end here today. but after pressing the "publish post" button, what am i to do next? i can foresee myself googling random stuff, checking inboxes over and over again when there's no new email, search for new drama to watch, open the fridge when there's nth to eat, watch uninteresting prog on the tv.. and soon, head towards the bed. everything else BUT touching my notes. i've never felt so strongly before that i don't deserve my orange ezlink card.