SCHOOL

busy week it has been. monday had tuition after school... then thurs went out with jc ppl to minds cafe (and celebrated my bday. yeah :D) other than that have been spending time after lessons in school. doing tutorial. duh. yet it doesn't seem like i can finish the tutorials.. and after thinking about it for like 1 week i think i knwo the reason why.i dont really understnad the lectures (even though i did not sleep this time) and i really tried hard to. then when faced with the tuts, i need to go thru the notes again and again just to attempt one question. in the end? 2 hours PER QUESTION. haha. i dont know what to say. like today i spent 2 hour doing 1 question of heat transfer. lol. aerody is like... *interesting according to weiqin and feline* haha but for me.. its on the verge of becoming like circuits or aerospace dy. hai... nonetheless, guess i'll still stay bk in school whenever possible. since i wont really do anything at home.

actually got a lot to say because haven't been online for almost 1 week becos when i'm home its too late and i'm too tired. haha of course lucky i had ipod touch to check my email regualrly and let me google for explanations on the lectures. YES i extensively use the internet to help me with my tut other than the notes. how pathetic is that. actually i also dont understnad why i like that. on the pessimistic side, it seems that my learning and focusing ability is decreasing with age. i'm quite sure that has to do with what i'm studying. this course just sucks. on the bright side, i'm lucky i only have this problem when i reach uni. imagine it happen to me when i was young. i wouldn't have reach this far for my acacdemics. haha.

today during eid yewei was toking about the ugly side of his family. had me thinking about mine too. in the past, my extended family had shrunk signiicantly. even i feel sad at times.was thinking how my grandma had felt. afterall, all are her children. but then maybe yw was right. at least i dont get to see the ugly side of them, some of whom are not that i can even if i want to. lol. so at least now during family gatherings, although very small in numbers but we are all rather happy and harmonious. i guess thats what matters the most. :)

okay tmr morning got tuition, then helping out at saDeaf before going for 4h class gathering. sunday wanted to spend whole day for tuts but then next sat's party i havent get any clothes. and nice clothes means i need shoes and bags too. YES I dont have any decent ones to bring . haha so maybe (hopefully) i can wake up earlier and do sth constructive b4 going shopping! :D

alrights time to go shower :)