blogs are like so yester-year..now its all facebook and twitter. yet i still like this tiny corner of mine.. not exactly private cos friends can have access to it but yet i wonder how many ppl still reads my blog. haha but it doesnt really matter. writing things out makes me feel better cos i dont know how to say it out at times, or i dont know who to tell.. or when i feel really emo or what, i dun really want to tell my friends and get them all worry over sth that may just be a very small thing.

was looking at all my friends blogs... qin's always a good choice when u are feeling down cos her posts are normally light... interesting.. with lots of photos.. some friends' are more to the emo side. and i really want to know whats hapening to them since it is like so difficult to meet up and when u ask them how are ya? they'll just say 'fine' but u know they are not. so i'm glad at least they pour out what they are feeling on their blogs.

saw someone on facebk asked what happen if someone is one-sided of a relationship... the first thing came to my mind: either wait or giveup. and i jolly well know that deciding between the two is the toughest thing on mind. or rather, sticking to ur decision is hard bcos i'll just keep swaying btwn them. sometimes i wished i was a guy. in a better position to be proactive. and i wished i was bolder. but i cant. and i'll get confused about the whole issue all tgt over time.so instead of worrying about the problem, i'll worry about if the problem really exists... if u know what i mean.

anyway, i was wondering who invented that a week has only 7 days. who set the rule that mon to fri are work/school days. why weekend is shorter than weekdays. why is monday called monday. why is recess week not recess week anymore. hah that day someone said "recess wk has just ended" quite true. i cant really think of the next few days as a sem break bcos out of 7 days i only have 2 pathetic days to study for 4 tests (all rather lost and tuts mostly not done) and 2 projects.. cos the rest of the days are either tuition/cca/project...

12am. another day just ended. being in uni probably trains u well to look at the clock. and many a times, u'll lament over the loss of it. uni has trained me to be noucturnal. 1/2 am is still early. the later u get the more ppl u see on msn. i used to get pissed if i slept less than 7hours. now i'll be utterly grateful if i can get more than 4.

tmr voc. basically camp for juniors of mycca. and guess what . i'll be bringing my com and notes to the chalet. ha. hopefully i'll get productive over the night.

if right now u gave me a choice over him and time,
i'll probably choose time.
bcos i needed time that badly? or i no longer want him?
i dont really know.