today my dinner alone cost like my one day's wages! haha but farewell dinner for chua so its worth to splurge. :) bon voyage dear friend and enjoy urself! as usual, today during dinner i didn't talk much. haha gossips and stories and updates about ppl i maybe heard the names b4 but dun know them one... lol. i guess i am kind of odd one out there, but the "unique-ness" has existed since like always so it doesn't really bothers me. haha i just listen on and enjoy laughing tgt with them. it doesn't matter if its a 3+1 combination afterall. :D wore pants, sneakers and t-shirt while the 3 of them wore nice sleeveless tops, shorts with hair and nails and contacts... i need one huge dose of self-confidence one fine day to really dress up. haha

tmr working!!! sunday! and my dad will be sleeping in till the sun is like bright and shiny! hmph! haha but guess i cant complain much. need to earn back that bomb i spent at hanabi tonight. i really hope i am disciplined enough to wake up tmr for the morning jog i had always planned but failed to accomplish. lol!

today i fully understand what these lyrics meant.

曾經以為總會找到　說服自己的答案
情緒卻在風浪平息後　被一通電話打翻

you did not know how much influence you have on me.
and maybe you never will.