i must have been lying when i said i wasn't hungry while buying subway. its not even 630 and i can alrdy feel my stomach savouring the munched up pieces... haha subway-- a less guilty way of enjoying generous amount of meat because its accompanied by an equally generous amount of greens. :) whats left now is only a half drank coke light that i unwillingly bought because i wanted the cookie... white chip macadamia... but i dun rmb any nut after finishing the cookie... hmmm.. only chunks of white choc that made it a little tooo sweet... not that i minded though. haha

reading twillight makes me realise how long it was the last time read... and i mean reading sth proper. like a book. not stupid lecture notes or those parapazzi magazines. newspaper dun count too. starting to love the book... not edward cullen... though he does sound so perfect that sometimes i willl grow jealous of bella and secretly hoped he would suddenly appear in front of me... lol. but the way words so magically describe certain feelings i nv knew how to explain... i guess i miss literature a little... and that grows a little by little more with every page i turn... if only i could express myself that well... sth i guess i've always wanted to do but have learnt to accept that not everyone is capable of that talent... haha

okay another night alone in hall... at first it sounded rather lonely... but it does gives me some kind of space to think... of stuff i will only think when i am alone...like reflections before bedtime? haha and i can't really do my tutorials yet because lectures for all my modules ends on friday... which will apply to every week this sem... oh no. and saturday is dedicated to rsphi. guess my sunday will be dating with my beloved tutorials fom now on.... so before friday comes,tonight i am going to set more high score in geo challenge...finish more chapters of twillight... and enjoy as much as possible the feeling of nothing to do! :)

for that one time, i thought it was possible
to keep it out of my mind.
and i was glad i actually did.
but not for long.
once i was no longer so busy,
u creeped back in,
infesting parts of my brain
like some unwelcomed virus.