today is a happy day! went for my first swimming lesson with haiting this morning...learnt the proper way to kick for frogstyle. haha but stamina super weak.keep going out of breath. haha hope it will get better after few more sessions!=) then went millenia walk coffee club with thong and vincent and wei! yeah! so long since we all 4 ate tgt and chit chat.... =)=)

saturday was sleep-till-late, stay-at-home and tuition day. not bad since i manage to watch a few episodes of my tvb show online yet finish all my tutorials!=D

ok satisfied weekend. so here comes the long week ahead..........

realised i'm still waiting. for you.:)

thursday.... came from home so woke up at 630am .lesson from 930am to 630pm. sign lang lesson from 7 to 10 pm. tired. yes.but sign lang classes are fun! =) aero quiz next week and i only heard 30% of what the indian prof was mumbling about from all the past lectures...and out of the 30%, i only understood maybe half? lol. i am not going to worry too much about it though. fail then see how lo. haha

kinda of brain dead now. waiting for hair to dry b4 i drop dead onto my pillow. haha

it's not easy to know someone; it's even harder to forget one.

dead tired. slept little ystd then now still cannot sleep cos need to catch up on my lectures and try to understand and do my tutorials.... tmr no time bcos i have tuition...sian. next week is going to be... shiong. fully packed and i need to rush here rush there. i will surely forget some stuff one lo. and monday so many of u pangseh-ing me. =( i will be the only one going bk hall after tcc dinner lo. =(

today just have a farewell meet up with our dearest fiona... monday she'll off to hk for her uni studies... it does feels weird knowing that the next time u will see your friend may be one year later? haha next feb haiting off to aust... and 2 yrs later sending off jerrold to uk... haha i am still trying hard to adapt to uni ( i know i said that thousands of times alrdy but the truth is i havent succeeded fully) even when i am in s'pore....suddenly felt it was a good thing afterall perhaps that i didnt get the chance to go overseas. lol anyway all the best yo future Dr. Ip! =) i believe u will adapt better and faster than me!

was reading thru the handbook from my school. sort of only now that i fully realised what awaits me the coming 4 years. kind of worry i will be overloaded in the other semesters since i only taking 15 AUs now.... hai but first sem what can u expect? i dun even know what was happening and how many AUs am i supposed to take until after everyone has already chosen their electives. haha SLOW. yes.

i thinking i am suffering from a mild form of Uni-Phobia(UP) plus a more serious case of Confused-and-Lost-in-Uni-Syndrome (CLUS). fortunate thing: detection was early. believed to be non-fatal.

maybe slowly recovering but still finding the ultimate antidote.

rmb the kite i was flying? i think its still there.

haha today first tutorial. got to know a few girls also from aero.then met kristian who is in my lab class. finally did not lunch alone. haha

v tired now.long day from 830 till now. what i want to do most now: take a hot shower and nap until maybe 8pm b4 i have a wonderful dinner in front of my lappie to watch video.but i cant.=( hai promised to go for bash later out of peer pressure which i regretted like seconds later. i dun know how to back out. sian. why do i keep ending up doing things i dun really wish to? haiz.

tmr going home for the night. cant wait. i nv had a nice sleep in hall yet. kept on waking up in the night. haha guess the bed is too hard. =)

perhaps i had too high expectations of uni life. or perhaps i chose the wrong course. or went to the wrong camp. i just feel totally out of place. tutorials havent started so i dun know anyone from any of the courses.i cant clic well with my sports camp ppl. idun know anyone from hall. i dun know any of my friends whose timetable is similar to mine. i go lecture alone, take bus alone, back to hostel alone. only in the mornings or at night when my roomie and i are in the room do i have someone to talk to. lol. it feels like NTU and ME.. 2 entities existing as their own with no overlaps. my only source of entertainment? watch tvb shows online. and the serial is going to end soon. i guess i'll have to look for some more. in short, the first week of uni = home-sick; workplace-sick; friends-sick; vjc-sick .... everything feels WRONG. lol

i know things will pick up soon when i get to know ppl. ya i will be hanging on there. just hope it will be soon. =)

sian. mum just called to ask me dun go lesson today alrdy. take cab back to see doc at polyclinic. lol. might as well ystd dun come hostel first...so mafan. now dun know taking me for injection or dun know what la.... =(

anyway first night at hostel. haha not bad but couldnt really sleep at first. not used to the new bolster. not exactly very cooling but not super warm that kind. my poor roomie finds it too warm then she didnt really sleep well. haha

so now i am preparing to go back.. back to the east of sg.... lol. i feel like a nomad.

the bad thing about sms is u can't sense the real degree of emotions.

My first post from my lappie in hostel!!! haha my family left the room just mins ago.... so i am here alone waiting for my romie to come soon i suppose... feeling a sense of peace and tranquility i dun know why. here only sounds of the crickets, the fan and my typing noise... all should be well... except that now i am a semi-handicap. lol. the knee injury from sports camp turned out to be more than what it seems. and while trying to relieve my left knee from weight i worsen my right knee injury. so now 2 knees both with slightly torn ligament. and i cannot bandaged them cos i need to bathe in hostel. tmr is the start of school when i have to limp to bus stops and up stairs and slopes with 2 pathetic knee guards. doc's prediction: takes 3 months to fully heal bcos i will be moving the wound everyday. 1 week of fun and exhaustion in exchange for agony and inconvinence for 3 months... i am starting to suspect whether its worth it. tmr there's sea world dinner at canteen 14. too bad not the canteen in front of me. given current circumstances, dun think can go alrdy. sorry.

oh liwei just came.. haha so after settling down, we are both glued to our lappies now... haha.

ok. shall stop here. think will spend quite a lot of time blogging with days in hostel. =)

i want my knees back....=(