perhaps i had too high expectations of uni life. or perhaps i chose the wrong course. or went to the wrong camp. i just feel totally out of place. tutorials havent started so i dun know anyone from any of the courses.i cant clic well with my sports camp ppl. idun know anyone from hall. i dun know any of my friends whose timetable is similar to mine. i go lecture alone, take bus alone, back to hostel alone. only in the mornings or at night when my roomie and i are in the room do i have someone to talk to. lol. it feels like NTU and ME.. 2 entities existing as their own with no overlaps. my only source of entertainment? watch tvb shows online. and the serial is going to end soon. i guess i'll have to look for some more. in short, the first week of uni = home-sick; workplace-sick; friends-sick; vjc-sick .... everything feels WRONG. lol
i know things will pick up soon when i get to know ppl. ya i will be hanging on there. just hope it will be soon. =)
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