kind of tired. not physically. my eyes are still wide awake. mentally i guess. and i have a slight headache perhaps from staring at the com too long. my com is slowing down... was trying to clear unnecessary stuff but apparently u need to be IT savvy in order to know what can be deleted and what can't.

these few days hearing reminders from friends... yes exams are only less than 4 weeks away and i have not started on any of my revision. to be exact, lectures are still on going and tutorials always need to be done so if i try to absorb the new stuff, i can't start off my revision. Rarrh. last exam was near to a year ago. a major exam that we had so much mental preparation like prelims etc. an exam that i mugged hard because the whole world tells me a level is the worst hurdle u have to cross and uni is easy. YA I'M SURE. engine doesn't have projects and projects but it is still tough for me without a level physics and the stress is there to really do well when the industry out there is very very small and u need to excel among the other scholars and elites hidden in the same course.

so what i have got on my to-do list. YES REVISION. BUT that is preceded by computing tutorial, physics tutorial, material science tutorial, econs quiz coming up on next tue, lab report, aero assignment... and tutorials are going to pile on as the weeks goes by...

just feel like sleeping through 1 whole week. at least i can skip one cycle of my mundane routine life. skip : one whole week of tutorials. one week of tuition. and one week of food. i might be able to lose some pounds.

tmr HTHT cancelled again. can't help when schedules clash. and for class outing i am suppose to check if the gals are free on 20th dec for BBQ. i dun even know if TMR i have any impromptu meeting or what lo. lol.

I am fat and I want to eat.
I am not tired but I want to sleep.
I wished I was busy but I don't want to be busy.
I like you but I want to forget you.

OXYMORON.