bad start of the week. there were times i was pissed i really feel like.... i dun know what.

monday morning. i woke up late. had to pack lots of stuff to go bk hall. last min realise i needed to epilate my legs. was totally late for teresa tuition so decided to take taxi which the driver didnt know how to go coldstream ave and wasted my time and money.next, the rain was so heavy i couldnt leave without my laptop getting wet. has to stay at teresa there for 3 hours though i dun mind teaching her extra since her exams are so near. happily decided to tke bus 14 to clementi then change to mrt thinking that it will be faster than walking out to vjc busstop to take 196/7 to bedok then mrt. i was totally WRONG. took 1.5 hours on bus 14 and i didnt even get to clementi. alighted at dover, couldnt get onto 2 trains which were so crowded. grabbed 2 sticks of fishballs as dinner at boon lay interchange, stuck in traffic jam on bus 199. late for sign lang class for half an hour. great. after lesson at 10pm, rush a lousy lab report until 1am. this morning, went to SAC to print my report. paid the money, and printer: NO PAPER.great. ran to Free access lab at south spine. cannot log in cos i engine student not nbs. great. was late for lab lesson. rushed everything so that i can finish this experiment fast and go library print my report. in the end, everyone's report was so complete and professional becos they had the help from seniors. Mine? the kind of standard like i was doing chem h3 in jc. wanted to withdraw money cos i only hav like 5 bucks for dinner and tmr breakfast. atm no money. crap. if i had a punching bag at any of these moments, i'll probably tear it apart.

now after jogging, basketball and badminton, physically tired but less tensed and not pissed alrdy. alone tonight in hall cos tmr got HI meeting. so sian. and my aunt and parents coming to visit me tmr . haha.

almost 20 yrs old= being asked constantly "do you get to knowany guys in uni?", "when will you have a bf?" lol. questions that i have no answers to. just like when u get to 30, ppl start asking when will u get married. haha

kind of dislike myself being so anti-social. i like closing the door and coping myself up in hall. consequence? only know 2 of the many neighbours living next to us. dun really like to go lectures with ppl. esp when i am not really that close to anyone yet. prefer to be a lonesome figure but apparently there are times when i get too lonely. lol. and everyone dun understand how can i be so "ulu" living in hall.....

如果这一秒钟 你想起我的笑容
那时同一秒钟 你浮现我脑海中
如果当寂寞转动
思念是一种痛
亲爱的 没有人比我痛

emo again.

get out of my mind will you?