2 weeks nv blog le. haha. suffering fom insomia these few days. and having the recurring minor flu.. wonder if they are linked? had my 2nd dental appt today. wasn't painful as what i expected. CCA is like occupying my life as usual. but glad that i had time for shopping today. haha not exactly in good mood and was actaully very sleepy but just feel like spending money at the sight of SALE SALE SALE everywhere. result? 1 bag, 1 pair of shoes,2 shorts, 1 sweater, 1 top. haha! first timein my life felt any closer to a shopaholic! and that as done in less than 2 hours! :D

other aspects of life? no updates, not interesting. no weight loss, no windfalls, no romance. haha

need to find back the studious me last last sem. haha definitely not last sem. i need to pack my school stuff that were brought back from my hall and chucked into the cupboard until now. perhaps theres aldy a layer of dust on it. stop being lazy ong jingru! oh and i need a proper haircut. and lots of sleep b4 school reopens in like slightly more than a weeks' time!

how i wished there were times when i can stop myself from being heart-over-mind. stop myself from thinking. stop myself from sending sms that i knew were not meant to cause anything. for now, pls stop my nose from running.

my braces are killing me... not the tightening part but the hooks are literally tearing the inside of my cheeks... ulcers are growing...:( self torturing. no choice for sake of vanity. for sake of overcoming my fear of dentist. for sake of losing some weight. and partly because of you.

been terrible these few days. last thurs extracted 2 tooth then had too much stuff to get busy with and fell sick as a result.partially due to heatiness from the extraction i guess. now finally slightly better today went to have another 2 extractions again. didnt stop bleeding from 12pm till 830pm. was so hungry that i finished quite a lot of the porridge though it took me super long... haha. still have that raw bloody taste in my mouth... on both sides somemore. 2 hurdles gone... next tue finally going to put the wires on. i also dunoe what to feel alrdy. lesson learnt: always eat like its ur last meal before u go to the dentist. haha!

there's a lot of things to do... sick has been the excuse to laze ard last few days. even quitted my job 2 days ago in an attempt to find more time but apparently... it doesn't work this way.CCA is as busy as ever. i see them like 3 to 4 times a week. haha. and there is still tuition.omg.

eyes are swollen for no reason. i hope its not allergic reaction to the new painkiller i took this morning. cos the other time i realised i was allergic to nurofen, i had the same symptoms too...:/

sis is out at brunei now. chionging thru the forests . other things as usual. i simply cant find energy to do anything productive. just let me sleep. and not think. pls.