finally.

yep finally i rmb my password. and also finally i have te time to blog. everyday face com at work so nv use com at home. today 90% of ppl in my department got training. yeah. left us temp staff and some big shot managers who sits very very far away. haha wow. last post was donkey years ago.

had a wonderful 19th birthday. =) got a treat from my cousin at lunchtime. oh and a birthday song dedicated to me over the phone by zf. haha went out for dinner at sakae with ht and fio. talk and talk until so late. recieve the first and last present of the day. thought everyone else is busy so just a msg. haha in the end got duped one big round and had a surprise party on sun at xinen house. thanks guys love ya. dress was pretty and food was nice and it was practically pleasant and fun. =)

work is... haiya like that lor. the tough part coming only after CNy so now still brainless mundane admin work. not bad la. except i always get tired by tuesday. cos monday night got tuition. haiz then now thurs and fri night also part-timing at some tuition centre. not workaholic. not money grabber. but ya i need to go out shopping and to the movies and i cant expect money to fall from the sky. hahas

talking about movies... went to watch 27 dresses with vincent and xinen ystd. cool. haha quite nice and very funny. 4.5 stars out of 5. 1.5 stars for the plot music everything, 1.5 star for the nice humour and laughter here and there. 0.5 star for the venue ( we watched at the cathay). 1 star for the company . =)

CNY coming. and valentines' day and results following. just see which comes first. but actually valentines day doesnt matter to me la. no date also. haha new CNY wishes and birthday wishes:

1) slim down ( it has become a permanent but nv fulfilled wish haha)
2) learn to like my work more . both full and part time
3) make time for family and friends.
4) complete all the big ideas for birthday presents this year.
5) learn to let go of something i used to yearn for.
6) complete my song creation. haha
7) decide carefully on what course to take in uni.

tired

mid of the typical work week. now i understand how ppl look forward to fridays and hate sundays. well, so far it isn't that bad. training for 2 days and today start a bit on admin work. had a fun time squezzing in the compactors and finding loads of files. mundane work but the ladies inside the compacter are fun. haha just a door seperating the main office area and the compactor but one is like a library while the other very cosy and homely. glad that my senior is experienced with handling temp staff like us and she is very friendly so i think i will manage well ba. lunch is always hasty and train rides back home are never easy. have to squeeze and bear with my painful toes that are totally squashed up inside the shoe. to work is not that bad. i take to pasir ris so basically i can sleep all the way (even to tanjong pagar on one of the days. haha) hmmm but today missed lunch with liwei. hopefully u will come by raffles again soon? =) and tmr having lunch with sally! and hahas i can complain about ... *grins*

i am actually very tired now. and have to read thru on some sec 1/2 english stuff cos i reliefing a tuition teacher tmr for lessons. hai and its after work somemore. hmmm now i know what they mean by hard-earned money. weekends are meant for rest but i seriously think i should go exercise. every day breakfast, sit at desk do work, lunch, sit again, dinner, sleep. my tummy is growing. hahas . oh no. but have to prepare for tuition on monday! haiya i dunoe what to do leh. give assesment? just hope i wont be too tired after work on mondays.

i wrote a set of song lyrics. no melody yet. hahas will try to figure out a bit here and there... ar then i can sing it too! haha and maybe soon u all can hear my debut unpolished creation. purely for interest sake =) will really be unpolished cos no chords or what... just the main melody ba. can't expect much out of someone w/o music bkgrd. =)

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who blogs as often as me ? haha who ask me to have nothing to do everyday.... hmmm as usual i spent the whole day at home. today more productive la. attended the online excel tutorial to prepare myself for my job. but yet to go find sec 2 math and sci textbook. cos giving vincent sis tuition soon. need to recap a bit cos sec students cant use GC to do matrices or draw a vrey simple graph you see. haha

some things to be done :
-get well so i can do the rest listed below
-meet up with thong while he still has his hair. haha
-get rid of my stupid wisdom tooth
-prepare myself for the tuition job
-get a few more working clothes
-exercise. yes exercise.
-seriously think about what course to take in uni. i have totally no idea that i think i may end up missing the deadline to apply for uni after the release of A results

as for my scholarship, haha, believe it or not i am not done with my essay. ok i know the topic, thought about it before, drafted in my head but nv in words. dun ask me why i am not doing this since i am free at home. it seems so important that i refuse to do it when i am not fully in the mood. so important that i have been procastinating it. so ironic. haha nvm i think i 'll give the early application a miss.

guess what i lost 2.5 kg these few days. haha my mum say cant see any diff leh. i guess the weight loss is from muscle degrading to fats that why. haha tmr supposed to climb bukit timah hill. but i am not totally well yet so my mum's stand is a NO NO. hmmm. another chance to exercise gone.

ok. end of my train of thoughts.

SIAN SIAN SIAN SIAN SIAN SIAN SIAN SIAN SIAN

burp.

yes i need to burp. let me burp. and fart too. have stopped vomiting and diarrhoae but my stomach feels so inflated! almost took a needle to poke it hoping to release some gas. yuck. feels uncomfortable. no appetite. cant eat many things anyway. doc's orders: no rich food. no dairy. no spicy food. no heaty food. no heavy meals. no citrus. what can i eat ? plain porridge and plain bread. yes thank you. thats how i celebrated the arrival of 2008. haha stoning at home for 4 days straight now. need to go out for some fresh air but feel too unwell to leave my home where the bed, my medicine and the toilet is always within reach.

ok my mum is not happy with my sis and my sis is not happy with my mum. so i am here listening to their nonsense. hmpf. ok good night. may tmr be a better day. although i know it will be another boring one.