not my turn yet

 i was not doing anything from morning till now... studied overnight at the airport.. finally. took me a lot of determination to bring myself out of the house and away from my bed, and finally succeeded after failing all the attempts i had this exam period. haha did a decent read up on aerody. went home slept a while b4 yewei comes down to my house to collect eid stuff.. ate lunch and suddenly, my sis bf pops up at my house.

my sis's sick today so he came looking for her. my sis and i practically dont have a proper room on our own. and there was no place for them and nothing for them to do other than use my com in the study room. so yup, for 7 hours until now, i was stuck in the living room surviving on ipod touch and tv that took not long to bore me to tears. tried to sleep cos didnt sleep much but was too bright and hot (my study room's the only one with aircon) .. haha then thankfully becos he is here, my mum cooked like one of the rare times while both my sis and her bf just hide behind the doors in the room. well not that i cant get my stuff and com bk to study, but i knew i wont study much (might even end up watching videos) so might as well dont disturb them. haha just wondering what will it be like when i bring my bf next time. and hoping that my sis bf wont pop up randomly again so that i have time to plan sth for me to do like go out. lol

then bk to my com, saw my sis changed her status to in a relationship on FB. then realised jiahui just did the same too. i know this sounds desperate but deep down inside, i cant deny there's a voice asking, "when my turn?" haha. but i dont even have any target right now..lol