TIME OF THE YR AGAIN

having a huge headache. guess from watching too much tv and facing the com for too long. havent been v productive since friday nite. ystd went overnight mugging at airport but i didnt even manage to complete 1 tutorial. did a few qn from math, a few from fluids then read and reread my notes w/o really understanding them.

hate to realise time is running. hate to realise i need to study but i cant make myself to. hopefully tmr when the week starts and i stay bk in ntu to mug i will be productive again just like last week.

and the weather is freaky hot it isn't helping.

I'm only happy when watching my tvb drama. finding hapiness from tv. haha how pathetic that is. stress is creeping up my mind, my face, my hair and my body. white hairs pimples headaches bodyaches fatigue nonsense running in my mind feeling unwell mentally angry at the loss of focus distractions frustrations deadlines formulas equations RARRRH

5 dec. i need u here