ystd and today was off. went to see my skin doc... got once again, lots of cream to aply for my face which is getting extremely dry although the pimples are clearing. found some white spots on my neck too and got some cream again. today nth much, just tuition. and i'm watching jap serial mr.brain starring takuya kimura. and gues what, little nonya is on my watching-in-progress list too. haha! kind of lag to watch it when the big hoo haas are over... but i like that feeling somewhat... dun like to follow the trend so when the world was reading harry potter i refuse to, gave up 'new moon' halfway thru too, and now, watching something everyone alrdy had. :D

been at home a lot these few days whenever i'm not wokring... and i tend to have naps... so my teddy bear is kind of back into my life... there was this very busy period when i just left it in its place on my bed for dunoe how long... if only people can be teddy bears.. it doesn't mind how long you've been neglecting it, but it's right there for u whenevr u needed it. my bear is like 16 yrs old alrdy.. torn and tattered but still my fav because somehow i feel it knows all my deepest feelings throughout these yrs it has been with me. and looking at it, is like looking into my diary somehow. quite silly right? lol.

the maybe yes maybe no feeling is here again.
dunoe what to answer whenever ppl ask me about it.
i thought it was alrdy a definite 'no' the previous time?
why like this again?